Keep us in your prayers tomorrow

Tomorrow is the big day. Elijah will be having the PDA in his heart closed via cardiac catheterization at Phoenix Childrens. I am a little nervous. I know I just need to trust the Lord but sometimes it's a little easier said than done. I am worried about him feeling pain and discomfort. I'm worried about him being scared. I am worried about the procedure itself and whether it's even going to work in the big scheme of things. We're hoping this helps with the blood shunting so that the left side of his heart stops enlarging. I just want this whole week to be done and over and him to be perfectly fine and running and playing outside...well, at least playing...it's WAY to hot now. I just feel like these past few weeks have just not gone very well and this is something that I just don't want to deal with right now. I want it over. I want all the negative things from these past few weeks over. I guess I'm just tired. I need a vacation. Our family needs a vacation. Instead of "Calgon, take me away" can I say "Southwest Air, take me away...anywhere...but preferably Michigan or Florida" Sigh....