Aughhhh!!!

I am having a rotten day. I woke up to two little ones on my chest, mostly because starting at 2am they woke up every 2hrs. Its on the chilly side...70degrees in the house. You laugh but our heat is set at 68 and we require sweaters indoors for that. Arizona wimps. Anyway. Got us all dressed. I am quite dismayed everytime I go in our closet Not only do so  few things fit me but on top of everything else that has broken inour house, the rod desided to bust off the wall and so all of my clothes and Jakes pants are lying on the floor. I had already decided today I would clean up our front and backyard. Ouur house is a pigstye but I really donmt want our neighbors to know it if you know what I mean. I have all sorts of garbage outside that needs to be thrown away but can't find large garbage bags. I found a dead bird I had to dispose of...gross. Everything is filled with dirt from our last dust storm. Elijah will not just play with his sandbox and car and let me pick up stuff. I am afraid the things he is trying to get into may have spiders under them. Weeds are amuck. I have half of a tree , branches and all sitting in my side yard that have been awaiting being choppped up to put out for the trash. My front watering system is broken and squirts water all over...Currently I am feeding thee boys which is why there are so many typos. Noah is crabby and won't stop screaming Elijah insisted on shutting the storm door and now canMt open it up again. I told him to leave it alone so now he is whining he wants to come in and watch a movie. I am a mean mom and keep yelling at him to play in his sandbox. I think I am going to go looney. i just want things fixed in my house and for itt to be presentable. I am tired of feedinf babies all the time and having puke on me and constantly telling a 2yr old to stop it or be quiet.  I just want to run away...far far away.